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We experience how and what in life is both meaningful and meaningless and neither. And how others don't see that that is meaningful, valuable, and not (just) a disease, an ability.
It's depressing and causes anxiety too such extent that it makes it difficult, if not impossible, to function.
We'll never be a good fit, but we can find a place where we fit best. And we can use meds at least until we do.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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