My own experience is more like I am the third-person observer watching myself selectively "change color" (like a chameleon) to try to fit the situation, circumstances or environment around me, such as driving on the highway with the mind of a trucker even though I am typically in one of the smallest vehicles on the road...and that can place me in danger because even the slightest bump from another vehicle or a sudden gust of air could send me spinning where a big truck might not even wiggle a bit. Overall, however, I am mostly still a young boy trying to live as best he can in a world he often does not understand and while always wondering and watching to see whether there is anyone else like me anywhere.