Listening to an old CD https://www.amazon.com/Hidden-Spirit.../dp/0877939667 a group I was in- The Ann Arbor Grail Singers http://annarborgrailsingers.org/about-us.html - made. This was when I was pregnant with N3 and now he's 15. I remember every nuance of recording those pieces- at least some of the better ones, I do. I can hear myself and I think, "I remember being able to sing like that, but I can't anymore." Then I want to go to the director and go over old times with her, but she died a few years after the recording was made in an accident. I think the group still exists, but I haven't been in it in years and years. All I can do is listen to the recording and remember. We were very good.