i also feel less than

i realized i was going to be 28 years old this year

i have failed to get my G.E.D. so far....

i have failed to begin driving because of my phobia with riding in vehicles...

i have no job, or money because of my symptoms...

and have failed to get disability for 7 years...

living off of my fathers disability....

i totally understand where you coming from...
as to how i cope... i barely do cope....
i get high when i can... i try not to self harm...
i have pretty much recently quit drinking...

but even doing those things are triggering because how do you when you cant afford to...?

i have like 0 coping skills myself so i would also like to know how to cope