Hi dshantel, I know EXACTLY how you feel and is very relieved to see that I am not alone. I'm only 22 and me and boyfriend both still live with our parents. I work a 8-5 and take classes to pursue a nursing career and my bf works ALOT, always have. He wants to one day be the sole provider (saving for our first place) and I can't blame him for that. But at night, i gets sooo lonely and only want the attention from him. Much like you i also yearn for his presence, his touch, just to feel loved.

I have just been diagnosed with bipolar disorder so what I use to describe as 'temper tantrums' that I couldn't control are actually mixed episodes of manic and depression. So while in my depressed state, if I feel rejected by him in any way (including having to work) I cry uncontrollably. And I'm currently unmediated. I feel like a burden on him or others sometimes but now that i know l can't control it , it's not so bad. But because of this my nights are so dreadful right now!

Thanks for sharing!! You may not react the same but it still feels a lot better knowing I'm not alone.