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Originally Posted by MrMoose
Yep, feel that too: I kept having hope after hope after hope that the few sweet wonderful things that my wife and I shared could really be the basis for a wonderful marriage and life. But even during the two day rage benders that she has every other week I feel very sad when I see our shared life disintegrating, or she trashes (metaphorically or literally) something else that at one time in the past had meaning and value and a special place in our hearts. And it hurts.
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Oh I get where you're coming from...and I know how much that eats away at you. And the crappy thing is there's nothing filling that void..I've been watching my marriage disintegrating over the last two years..the anger, the throwing things, the comments made to cut deeply (something the ex freely admitted to in a convo).
In the end... I gave her an excuse to walk... she pushed and pushed until I broke... spectacularly so... and she took her leave faster than anyone else would have.
It still sucks, but in my position, it was better that it ended, than losing what little remains of my sense of self....I can't allow that to happen.