Last week I felt good, was sleeping less. I felt like in my head, "This is what normal feels like." But yesterday I did so much yardwork for six hours a day in hot weather that I went to the ER with dehydration. I even took the leafblower around the whole block and did all the sidewalks. I barely slept last night but all my dreams were me yelling at people I know and love. I woke up so angry at my dog for barking when it usually doesn't bother me. I have this weird feeling in my head like it's just overwhelmed, and I woke up at 11PM after taking my Seroquel thinking I could levitate. After and hour I realized this was a delusion. I am bipolar II but sometimes it seems like I'm bipolar I. Im taking my Seroquel, but the doctor wants to add lithium and cut the Zoloft and remeron cold turkey. That might not be pretty. It's like hypomania starts out fun, and then overwhelms me. ugh. Hopefully everything works out fine.
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Lamictal 100mg
Seroquel XR 600mg
Mirtazapine 30mg
Zoloft 50mg
Ativan 1mg PRN
Valium 2mg AM, 2mg PM
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