Yes I have my children yesterday. I kind of opened up on text messaging about how I felt about the whole situation. She keeps on saying it never happened, but I seen it with my own eyes but she is denying it. She's acting like she don't even care and actually got mad at me because I was angry about it. Of course I am going to be angry knowing that my wife cheated on me with another man, who wouldn't be angry. It just seem like she doesn't care about our marriage anymore when I thought things were getting back on track I guess they really were and she was just using me to get what she needed or to manipulate me. Now I don't know what to do anymore. I still love her because she's my wife and the mother of my children but it seem like she has emotionally checked out of our marriage. I don't know whether to file for divorce or to try to make one last run at it and to forgive her for everything because I wasn't the best husband. I am so lost, hurt, confused I don't know what to do right now in my life. I was thinking about doing the 180 and not talking to her at all unless they had to do with the children . She says that I'm a very angry person and then I'm scary, which Donely time I'm angry is when I'm confused are in limbo about things and she doesn't give me any answers. I think with the 180, I can focus on healing and worry about myself Instead of being obsessed with fixing my marriage. It's a lot to take in especially when I didn't know what was going on but now I know the truth. I got to figure out if this is something I want to stay in or if I should just let it go. I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow to talk about everything