When feeling low I avoid them like the plague when feeling good I'm the social butterfly. It's the inbetween that's hard. Then I feel like I'm being assessed and it's my job to reassure everyone I'm fine. I don't think anyone has figured me out without my telling them. I've had a lot of years of hiding it.

Ok so tomorrow is my first ever pdoc appointment. Is it normal that I think he's going to think I'm a total fake, that I'm making it all up? Is this a common fear/paranoia?