Yes, Therapy has a real effect on me, especially the therapist on their behaviour. I guess I am looking for something bad about her, I do realise that but there is also all of these facts that aren't speculation.
She could be sick, maybe she does or did have cancer. She doesn't strike me as being sick but then I don't really know her. She could be going through chemo or something awful. I dont know and I feel bad for bringing this up. Maybe she is breaking up with her husband and living in her office/ house thing. She has been through a lot, we recognise that in each other, we have a respect for each other and I dont want to cross her boundaries. I am worried about her.