As it is with most people, you are very good at pointing out the things in life that aren't going well. That's the first step. The next step is to look at each issue in your life and try to come up with some strategies to change those issues.

I have seen your past posts about not being able to find a good support worker. Might I be bold and suggest that you try to do this without a support worker? You seem to be waiting for the perfect support worker to come into your life and that will make all the difference, but in the end it's still you that needs to make these changes, not the worker. They are there as a guide but you still have to do the work.