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Originally Posted by wonderluster
I am in a horror show. I am really in a mess. I cannot even describe it. What makes matters worse is that I feel utterly alone. There are people I can talk to, but I feel alone and it is worse than the worse fear. Loneliness is a pain beyond despair.
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I know feeling alone is a horrible feeling. You have a lot going on - new place, different country right? We probably all have been the star in our own horror show. Sometimes I go into the feeling really deep, hoping it will pass, and that I don't do or say things I will regret. And sometimes it gets so bad I have to talk myself out of it, sorting out thoughts from feelings is hard for me.
I hope it's a feeling that will pass. And that you will find some comfort here with this group.