I'm back. Up at 2:30, 4 hours hard labor from sunup, then doing business and cleaning messes. My Japanese is slowly recovering (it shuts down when I'm depressed), my shaky Korean has surfaced and I've begun finishing projects neglected for years. Now I have to stop the coffee, stay home and focus. There's a DBSA meeting tonight but I'm not going; I'm not sure if I'm good to drive. I am in the .