My old coworker agreed to be a reference for me. I printed out the transcript requests for both colleges I've attended. I'm a little worried about admission because I have one C+ on my transcript for my post baccalaureate degree that I started. The rest are As and my undergrad gpa was 3.85. So I hope they forgive the one C+. I took that class when I was in a horrible depression and had to miss discussion questions due to being hospitalized and then only got a 22 out of 40 on the final assessment. I missed the B by 7/10 of a point.

I'm nervous if this is the right move. I'm going to miss teaching but I'm only mediocre at it and it doesn't make me 100% happy. I just don't know if working in mental health would make me happy either. I hope so. I know getting my master's will make me happy. I will be so proud of myself if I can pull it off!

I'm just doubting my whole existence at this point lol. Getting fired really did a number on me! I just can't wait for the school year to be over so I can put it all behind me. Only three more days!