awww ((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))
I find the times where i can't express my feelings are the worst You feel everything building up inside you, and feel like it's never going to stop.... but it does, it just takes patience.
Hang in there, and try not to focus so much on the crying, but on what you can do to remedy how you're feeling. The tears will come naturally ... they always do.

Jacq