glad you are no longer in that relationship. Our dreams tell us things in strange ways sometimes.

I had a reoccurring dream about boat and being held captive and used by the captain for his personal sexual gratification. I got pregnant and escaped the ship, had the child, only to be recaptured years later by the captain. In this dream I was running up steps and down dark hallways trying to get away from this monster of a captain. He wanted to get my child and disguard me. It was up to me to protect my child.

I was in an abusive relationship and had been threw lots of abuse and I wanted terribly to be able to protect myself and my children. I could in reality protect neither myself or my children. Still can't. Thank God I have an awesome T to help me threw this mess. She is my rock.