It's okay Cyrano!! I appreciate your thought. It's just that upon returning from that damn clinic in Seattle, that I hated myself for even going. I should have gone with my instincts
and stepped out of the marriage altogether. If I had had more courage and stamina, I think that would have been the better of two choices. He simply NEVER could perform
with me. I don't understand why MEN are so vain about their bodies when they malfunction? It's like they can't take
responsibility for themselves!! That's what I'm saying, none
the less.
I failed many times over and I can't turn it around. I'm just
not the marrying kind I guess. Too much abuse from early
childhood and young adulthood. You never got over those
things..........they haven't invented that art yet?????
Anyway, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I take full responsibility for my actions. I don't mean to make anyone
feel inferrior, it's my own fault for the way I take things.

Hope we can still be friendly???? on the forums.