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Originally Posted by wonderluster
I am in a horror show. I am really in a mess. I cannot even describe it. What makes matters worse is that I feel utterly alone. There are people I can talk to, but I feel alone and it is worse than the worse fear. Loneliness is a pain beyond despair.
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I can feel your pain! I was abroad for 7 years, a good part of that was in a mania. Getting myself into massive trouble and being all alone. The depression crash was the worse, and I would have to come home with a zillion problems due to messes I caused. Im surprised I never caused an international incident.
Regardless all I want to do it live abroad again, but wont go until I can get myself in better shape which will take years.