It must be nice to have people care about you enough to want to help you.

I know that I'm not good enough for people. I know that people don't appreciate me because I have nothing to offer anybody right now.

I'm an emotionally shallow individual who can't connect with people no matter how hard I try. All I do is fight with people or become emotionally distant to others. When I make a friend I can't even remember to text them or talk to them because I can't ever find things to talk about because I'm so caught up dealing with my own issues and trying to survive that I don't have the energy to care about other people.

If one doesn't have the capacity to connect with people or love anybody than the only other way a person can be appreciated by others is to have something that benefits others such as a resource or knowledge.

I have nothing of value and I lack the ability to connect with people which means I am worthless to other people. Nobody would ever love and appreciate somebody like me when there are so many people who are better than I who have their life together out there.

I want to be appreciated but I am sick of fighting tooth and nail just to be a person worth caring about. It's a struggle for me to function in society at a basic level let alone to be able to be loved and accepted by people.

Why do I even try? I'm nothing.