well.. then i see why you question some same things that i do..

proof isn't really possible i dont think... i dunno.. it's experiential.. it's feelings. How do you prove that? can anyone prove to me that i'm wrong about myself?

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The more unknowns the more evidence and encouragement I would need.

I would need to have people around me to support and encourage me to counter act my self doubt and dispel my fear. This encouragement and support would need to come from more than just one person.

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i am alone really.. i dont have anyone that i am really close to. No one knows enough of me to know me enough. T is it. and yeah, he needs to repeat it, yeah i'm afraid of the unknowns.