Jan I will always be a pocket rider for you.

I see the rhemy today. I got into it with her assistant yesterday. My appointment wasn't till Wednesday. They had already changed it once. They called at 4 pm to change it again. They had a student called whoncould not even say my last name correctly which is an easy last name then he told me my appointment was to be changed and to hold for the assistant. Why couldn't the assistant just have called ? Why call and out me on hold like that? It was a power trip for her. The doctor was long gone for the day. I they wanted to give me an appointment in the hottest park of the day but I already have an appointment for this afternoon. It's with the vet and our vet is hard to get into and McGee needs his rabies shot since we have a wild fox running around in neighbors backyard. I need to protect him. I was not aware his had expired and it just expired. Once I heard about the fox I called to make an appointment. I could see one of the other vets but I wanted the vet ipwe have been going to for 22 years her first available appointment was today's 3:15 so I took it.

So it's 3:44 am I have opened the windows to get what cool air I could get in. But we have been having record temps. on days like this I don't usually leave the house heck I don't usually leave the house anyway anymore it's to hard.

I will have the doctor check my arm. The only thing it could be is a spider bite or a blister from the heat which some lupus patients get. If it is from the heat them I am in even bigger trouble with my lupus then before. To add to everything my breathing isn't to great and I a, sure my blood pressure is off the hook. Oh well I just can't win

Everyone take care. I miss you guys but it seems that all I do is complain and not encourage you guys which is not fair. I miss you guys.

Take care

Sending love and hugs

DeAnna