Exactly. She tried calling me last night like 3 times. She texted me with the following messages: "So I guess you refuse to talk if we are not fighting", "I would like to talk to you but ok Goodnight". I did a hard 180. Didn't answer her calls or texts. I just need time to think about everything and if this is something I want. All I see in my mind while I was deployed he took her out to the movies, gun ranges, food places..drinking art my house or his and touching/kissing/Fing my wife...that's all I been replaying in my head and it's a straight horrible feeling