I often feel lonely, I am living with other girls right now and it is not easy for me to build a relationship with them. So I am in room and just don't know what to do with the time. Other people always find something to do. I have been in bed for over two weeks, day and night (not depressed in mood) and feeling bad about it but I can't really focus on other things. Plus I don't know what I can do, also to feel less alone. I feel stuck. I do go out for a walk. With a job, it can feel worse when I am working and there are still no deeper relationships. How can I fill my time to feel less alone?
I am also trying groups so you don't need to mention that. The thing is, even there I don't find it very easy to build a relationship..

I have tried meeting acquaintances and to build a friendship. Maybe it's just a feeling but it doesn't feel like it's going great and people don't text me again, I tend to. It makes me worry and reluctant to try again in fear of alienating. The same as I try to speak to flatmates but it doesn't seem to be going somewhere. It stays formal and I seem to bore the people. I want to change my life, so what to do about this?