I would find a different doctor as soon as possible. A psychiatrist should always be able to return a phone call, especially in your situation. In my experience these things escalate very quickly, and it's not a good idea at all to weight until July. Like someone else said, seroquel might be a good med. since it might take a while to get in to see a good doctor, it might be a good idea to go ahead into the emergency room. Tell them what you are experiencing, and they should give you a prescription, at least. I hope you get well soon.