Sgt. Rock was right. I will not be able to receive any more than what is already given to me. I contacted social security, and the man I spoke to, told me that.

Honestly, I don't see how people can live off of this without working too. I told him that, and he said that SSI and SSDI are meant to be supplements to work and other resources. He also said that there are many people taking advantage of having SSI / SSDI, and I don't know what that had to do with me, but it kind of hurt and I thought "why are you telling me this?" I get it. He was trying to explain that there's only so much the country can give me. But I felt judged.

Today, I can't even think about working. Or moving out. So whatever. A challenge for another day.