The wife told me I've got to get some help, the drinking isn't helping my diabetes or bipolar disorder. I'm not in the best place, mentally, coming off a manic event and feeling pretty depressed as is and I'm just trying to wrap my mind around the thought of never having another drink. Like it's just some ingrained part of my personality. I'm not sure, I'll probably be admitted to the psych ward tomorrow for a few days and I'm sure they'll have some support there but I'm just feeling very lonely and isolated at the moment, just needed to vent I guess.