I feel like I just saw Pdoc recently- not even a month ago. She had that man who works in the Psych hospital at U of M in my appointment with her. He was pretty cool. She described me to him- all nice things. But what do I say to her tomorrow morning? My biggest complaint right now is that I feel fat. I hate my reflection. My weight loss has reversed itself. I never look at myself in the mirror. EVER. So I'm looking forward to seeing my friend Scott one of these days. He's a great friend since 2004. But we have to plan a date and so far that hasn't happened. Without a date and time intersecting, there is no date. My meds seem to be working. I hate zyprexa, though. I want off of it. But every time I try to taper down from 7.5, I get withdrawal symptoms. So I'm stuck. That's something I do want to talk with her about. She thinks I'm happy about 7.5 but Its killing my metabolism and its bad for your liver. Ok so maybe THAT'S my biggest complaint.