I think you are being a bit paranoid. Don't ruin your reputation again like you did at your old church. I know that sounds harsh but you need to look in the mirror and see if people are really being rude to you or if it is just in your head. And if there are a lot of people being rude to you like you say, then examine your behavior. Perhaps you come off as too needy or strong, from what it seems by reading your previous posts.