Hi C... you just hang in there.. keep working out the details to the thoughts in your mind... it takes time for it to unravel... keep thinking good thoughts.. it will guide you the best directions...

take it easy on yourself.. this time of year is high stress for many and in some cases, the worst shows... let it slide by, rise aboove the best you can..

when time makes room for it, reflect and choose what you want to keep, discard the rest...

keep playing for a better hand.. life is like a card game at times ... best to you...