T,

37 day break? And you did not even provision for me to talk to some other therapist or email you in case I need it.

I feel abandoned. Really hurt. I don't think you care enough. I want to leave you. I do not want to be so attached to someone who does not care about me. I think my obsession/attachment needs are either unhealthy or that they cannot be met by you.

Either ways, I want you to feel the pain that I feel. And the only way to do that is to leave you. Even though it is only going to bring a lot of pain to me and very little pain to you.