I'm afraid of these things as well. In fact, this fear of death sometimes fuels my tech obsession that I have because I am convinced that it might be possible to lock human conscience inside virtual worlds or make people into cyborgs to circumvent death or even implant 3d printed organs into people to replace their real ones when they start to fail.

I'm more of an idealist who is obsessed with my ideas, however, there is also an entire community that thinks this way that I one day want to be either smart enough to be a part of or wealthy enough to be able to back new innovative startups. It's called Transhumanism or H+ and there are some brilliant innovative minds that are a part of it and their ideas are fascinating to say the least.

If it wasn't for my ideas, life would be pointless to me. I certainly desire a much longer lifespan than 70-80 years because that just isn't enough time to truly develop as an individual. I want to live as long as possible and see as many things as possible.

If these things don't happen in my lifetime than let me live life in my fantasy world being happy with hoping and dreaming for it while I'm alive because the real world in it's current form is too painful for me.