Hello my friend. I hope you will keep trying to reach your pdoc because the correct antidepressant could really be a tremendous help for you = I couldn't take the others you mentioned, but CELEXA has worked for my depression really well. {{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}, please keep your appointment with your T = no matter how hard he tries or how much he wants to help, (and I'm sure he does), you guys are partners in your recovery effort = he really does need your input, by showing him this, or writing like KVin suggested, or, ideally, by opening up to him in person, in order to help = and, believe me, we ALL want your partnership to be successful toward your recovery. Your Son needs you, and we need you, (((((((Mary Alice))))))) = you are a worthy, valuable person who deserves to live and to have some joy! Most fondly, Peanut **Peanut sneaking in a small icon 4 Mary Alice**

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