Thread: A Rusty Mind
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Old Jun 21, 2017, 11:10 AM
leejosepho leejosepho is offline
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Originally Posted by wwwcitricacid View Post
My thoughts are the cogs, thinking is rotating the lever to make the cogs work- but I cannot rotate the lever because it is stuck and my cogs are moving by themselves very fast. My thoughts are very fast and they are getting more and more weird, I don't know. Its very hard to explain.
My own situation is similar to that. My brain never stops and I cannot always determine its processes. I have many unanswered questions and many possible projections (typically negative) in relation to those, and there are times I cannot find a base or reference point for trying to sort them all out. I put a lot of effort into keeping an emotions-free, factual reality within view so I can have a "home base" for day-to-day function, and I also work hard at not fretting over things I can actually do nothing about.
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Thanks for this!
wwwcitricacid