I experience suicidal ideation most days, to varying degrees, depending on the severity of depression at the time.
This has been the case since I was a child.
I'm surprised I have never "attempted," considering how often it's on my mind. Luckily, I'm not a very impulsive person.
I am also using Wellbutrin (added to other meds with antidepressant properties), in hopes of minimizing the depression.
I hope the Wellbutrin works for you.

WC