Basically we disclose, laugh, I asked for help today and you misunderstood and went into the "leave me alone" mode and you hurt me so much, I wanted to call you and scream at you. Oh, I really wanted to.
I guess I'm going to have to do without you as my beloved T.

P.s. For who wants to be friends with their Ts: guys, it hurts if you still need them to protect you. It really does. Trust me, stay away. Cool professionals, though very HUMAN friends. You'll need nerves. You'll have to grieve the loss of your T which is harder than embracing a friendship with that stranger, no matter how great they are.