I have felt guilty in the past.

When I met my wife, I was in denial of my illness. As such, I didn't tell her about the extent of it.

Later on it all came to light and I felt horrible. The illness of course, but I felt like I had "trapped" my wife into loving me and then dropping the bomb on her.

She loved me and we just figured out a plan to get me healthy and stay on the path of recovery and eventually wellness.