T,
I'm scared right now. Scared that I messed up my whole life. That I'll never be able to live a normal life because I messed up and will keep messing up.
All because I read a medical paper mentioning the risk for fat embolisms due to severe burns. Let's see how long it takes for my ideations to come back, shall we?
This is so screwed up...
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I do not wanna be afraid
I do not wanna die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
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