Just wanted to say - my mother died two years ago, and yesterday i ran into a cousin-in-law, who said, oh we miss your mom! Anyway, i left the chance meeting feeling like, "boy is THAT person Asperger's!", meaning ME.

I'm not sure why im telling you this. Maybe because your job is so detail-oriented, as was mine. Thats where i hid? Because i didnt have an emotional connection with the person yesterday, just a detail-oriented defense-like connection, like i was proving i was connected because i knew dates and ages. But i dont show up, and im not invited (as my mother always was).

But we both show up here, with everything in full show, nothing held back. I think that means something. We learned not to cast our pearls before swine. To share our hearts with people who appreciate them.

Which comes back to, who is going to show up for you at the Rainbow bridge. I was raised Catholic, so i tend to not question mysteries. I mean, the definition of a mystery is that you cant figure it out! I kinda like that. So maybe how your doggie can be in two places at once will just be another mystery you will accept.