I'm right here with you, just starting back on meds, giving up alcohol and weed as I may have lost my job over my last bipolar outburst and need to get something decent in the future.

It sucks, it always seems like when you try to get yourself together the whole world is against you. I just try to keep doing the good things and remember that my problems weren't created in one day, there are somethings I can do to help and some situations where I'm powerless to change it.

Just focus your energy on what you can do to improve your situation and keep a lookout for opportunities to make the other issues better. I know, it's scary, I'm scared as hell. I'm one bad day away from losing everything I was trying to build, and a lot of folks are. I just do my best to not let the fear paralyze me into doing nothing or worse, moving backwards.