It all started at 18. When I dropped my first ecstasy pill. And BAM! From 18 until 24yrs, were my best times of my life.
I'd use ecstasy and dance at all of those trendy night clubs.
The ecstasy was so good back then.
Back in the 1998-2003.

All I can think is:

Popping ecstasy and dancing all night as those intense body or orgasms, rushed throughout my body.
Or when I had the best time using crystal with my friends, doing the most insane things. Oh those crystal tweekends.

It's now 2017 and here I am sitting on my *** on my bed.

How do I stop this ****?
Anyone else experienced something similar?