So I had a sessi with my T today and from beginning to end it was sub par. I'm not sure what happened or if her attitude had anything to do with my boys session with their therapist since my T and their T are best friends. I saw her last night and we do this eating thing to help out with my eating disorder. We were great yesterday. Of course I noted that she kept her other client in her office an extra 10 min while I get shipped out asap during my session. I told her I would pick up the food for today. She said to be at the parking lot at 3. I got there at 3:06 and she's on the phone. I parked and my boys went to the waiting area but she's still talking. She slowly gets closer to the car but she's still talking. I'm just wasting time now. I have our drinks and I'm like let's go. finally she gets off the phone. We get into the room and I ask her if she wanted wheat or white bread with her sandwich because I wasn't sure so I picked up one of each and I would have the one that she doesn't want. Well she went into a whole talk about how she can't answer my text concerning what type of bread because she was with a client and I said ok then white or wheat. She continued with the same issue and I'm still asking her white or wheat. Finally she answered and says well whenever in doubt what you eat then I don't eat. I'm like alright. I give it to her. She then seems upset and talks about how my exercising is bad and my home routine is not good even though she has no idea what it is. Why doesn't she ask me then? I know my sons T asked them about our routine. Then she complains about my exercising as well. The whole thing was bad and I have no idea what the whole point was. I lost concentration and it seemed like she was lost or frustrated herself. I'm not even sure. Somehow it was a waste of time. Now I'm upset. She made a rude remark to me with an attitude concerning food. I'm not sure if it's because she feels I'm not improving. I wish she would communicate with me instead of getting snippy. Now I'm retrieving from within. I was going to contact her regarding this but then she will get upset because I contacted her. If not she will say that she doesn't have an attitude and put me down in some way. She then mentioned how she's always busy and her feet hurt at the end of the day because she's traveling everywhere with her children and that she's busy doing errands. None of it made sense. She's like well this is my life and is yours not busy like mine. I told her that I get up at 6am and that my day starts then and then there was silence. I'm not sure how to approach this or if at all.
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