I don't like having to be this angry. I don't like feeling like people are controlling me. I shouldn't have to get pissed off with people to get them to listen or set boundaries. If I got angry at people then they would just get angry back at me anyways and try to make it a contest. People just want to control me. They don't try to understand me I just need to understand them. I wouldn't be able to get angry at my mother and especially not my dad cause they would just try and dominate me and not understand my problems.