When i stayed with my parents I would be scared to leave my room when it was a few people in the living room. I would hop out the window to smoke a ciggerette I wouldn't go through the living room to the porch like a normal person. I dont know if I feared that I would be ridiculed or judged by the people in the living room so I would just pee in a empty water bottle instead of walking to the bathroom. Please help I don't know what's wrong with me