Howdy.

Okay, so as the title says, I have been what I can best describe as stable/back to the good ol' days? Okay, no, my anxiety is still sort of there and my mind is all sorts of recovering....but that's a work in progress and it's manageable. I consider myself stable except for the lingering thing below...

But interesting problem I guess? When I had my last crash, I had hallucinations at night while entirely coherent and okay, amplified after drinking. I am experiencing these once again, not to the point where I would run screaming or yelling (it used to be that) but they have returned. Now, my mother has schizoaffective personality disorder, and I have always sort of thought "well...that's how it is, and I guess I can't shake it". Coming from two BP parents, I have sort of been in the "Well, that explains this thing" the more I talk to them, so never really thought "are other people going through this?".

Soooo yea, anyone else experience this?

I don't think it has much to do with stability...it's just a weird thing that seems to have just...stuck.