Update:

1. Finally got the sound to go away, hopefully it won't come back.
2. No one knows why I fell apart, so I have moved beyond it.
3. Still unsure about this, I know she saw me there and before she would have come over but she didn't, in session she didn't mention it but she did say I need to learn how to better ask for what I need - so was this connected?
4. ................... I'm sure we'll talk about this on Friday and I don't want to.
5. Nothing to report.
6. Life happens, she's pregnant, it's okay.
7. Choppers won in extra innings, so the night ended on a good note.