Thread: Hypomanic Again
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Old Jun 22, 2017, 09:43 PM
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Three days ago I was hypomanic for a wk, then my Seroquel got upped to 600mg and I calmed down and slept normally, felt depressed. Last night my cousin who I live with asked me to make sure I did my dishes and I flipped out! I said I was moving out, made plans to move into an apartment 2 hours away. This morning she left work and went and talked to me and we talked things out. Then I felt amazing for some reason. Nothing bothers me at all. I spent 4 hours today ordering plastic bottles and ingredients for natural dog shampoo and conditioner and planned to start a business. I've been calling everybody I know about my business idea and my mom said I sounded hypomanic and my grandma asked if I was high. I also this morning had paranoia that all the cups had poison in them and my cousin was trying to kill me. I also thought she wanted to kill my dog. I literally have so much energy that I took the dogs on three walks today, each 1 mile there and back and they are exhausted. And now I am starting to think I'm hypomanic again. I didn't think so at all earlier today. Sunday I had so much energy that I did so much gardening and lawn work I went to the ER dehydrated. But it was an irritable energy. I don't feel irritable at all. I feel calmer than I've ever been, just very hyped up. I've also been praying like crazy today, which I usually never do. I spent $300.00 on ingredients for the dog shampoo business. I see my new pdoc tomorrow. I wonder what he will do. I don't know if I need to come off the Zoloft and Remeron, but I really don't want to. I hope this hypomania lasts a full month like it did last spring. The only thing that seems to stop my hypomanias is zyprexa, Risperdal, or Lithium. I just don't want to get paranoid. Last spring I got so paranoid while hypomanic that I thought friends I knew were trying to kill me and had to be hospitalized for over a week. I've been told I have bipolar I and I've been told I have bipolar II. I just hope that I can enjoy this while I can and it doesn't go sour.
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