Hi Curley, it does seem like the choices we made when we were using follow us--even after we have gotten clean and sober. Congrats on staying clean for 3 years. That is a great accomplishment. I can't say if you will get to keep your job or not--I hope you do. Just do what you can do...it sounds like you are doing that. Sorry you are having a tough time. Hang in there. I'll send some positive thoughts your way.