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Originally Posted by lucozader
Thanks, Blue. That's really sweet of you. 
I just have this idea that if T thinks I'm ugly, my feelings about him are even more wrong, even more shameful. Like he'll be laughing at me behind my back, or disgusted, or... I dunno. It's not a rational thing, really. Of course it isn't. |
This sounds like rainbows recent post, and i felt this way so much with my ts. Thing is, my family really did laugh at me behind my back, and was disgusted - but they usually tried to hide it from me, and i mostly tried to believe better of them.
I kinda resolved it by saying, well are you going to let ignorant people decide the rest of your life for you? Even if they are your family?