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Old Jun 22, 2017, 11:48 PM
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Originally Posted by Amyjay View Post
I struggle fiercely with denial too. My therapist tells me the emotional truth and the emotional reality are what truly is real.
I wonder why it is so necessary for all of you to feel and experience denial right now... Maybe you need a touched on something very painful? Maybe you need a break?


Thank you for hearing me.

Denial is a beast that has no mercy.

I posted this thread when I was not in a good place.

I went back today and wanted to take it away but I couldn't.

I don't think I have the choice of taking a break. Since this started it has had a destination. There doesn't seem to be a derailment option. It feels like I have to go with it and see it through.

I'm working through it and I pray it let's me go.

Thank you again for hearing me.
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