I've noticed that you've been trying a loooong time to get off that Zyprexa. It doesn't sound like she's listening to you very well about your health concerns considering you're at the point where you want to taper off yourself.

I have to agree with miguel'smom on this one. If she's not been helping you lately, you're getting health problems that she's ignoring, and she's making derogatory remarks, then maybe she's not the right pdoc for you. I personally would not stick with someone like that. Your mental health but also general health is most important. It doesn't sound like she's taking that very seriously.